We are not God's children

 We are not God's children

Man / Yuan

gentle wind through September of the calendar, graduated more than three months, and I have been reluctant to calm down and to write down what. Seems to also immersed himself in the gardenia opened in June, full of sadness and sad parting. Then, the spread of the time quietly, I failed to wait until the first day of school.

really came in September, along with the end of recruit teachers. I had not realized that the spread of the dream in the hearts of nearly a decade. That tried to grab the grip but the feeling is like losing the most valuable things in life, like pain. Think of those days for reference, although her flustered but full of hope. If that opportunity is left to those who are prepared, then a crash I do not know how much will the effectiveness? Scenes from the application point of view, I think the competition as much as college entrance examination, candidates will follow suit to the interview focused on high school entrance examination every year after, it was a handful of Beijing University, Tsinghua taking the best students. When the opportunity is really thanks to the widespread, perhaps you will find that you really grip it. However, the opportunity always look to those who are prepared. Someone will no suspense because of the high points of stood out,Discount UGG boots, will naturally fluctuated between 0.5 points with a lot of people. This is a relatively level playing field, it seems very cruel, but very true. Of course, I also came out as result of a 0.5-point did not make the interview and the complaints and frustration, but in a relatively fair competition, actually I know that each of the pay will not necessarily see the immediate results,UGG boots clearanc, perhaps because the pay is really not enough. However, in this process and make sure you have some accumulation.

In fact, many people took the test once or twice or more, year after year, to such a test, but we can not doubt that this is a good way, this is every Teachers want students to achieve the dream of standing on a higher point means. The same examination room where you have three years earlier, two sister-school graduation, with an examination room where there will be a higher than your qualifications, two-level competitors. You, is really no advantage.

look back and think back to my normal walk of five, if five years of study and only for the recruitment of a teacher, that whether the failure of the final five years I represented the white on the. It is not. I left school and immediately go to work after, though, I have been thinking, this is not the life I want, I want to be normal initially on the teacher, now, I deal with some in the office and my professional irrelevant statements and data, that the conditions do not seem to be able to competent work and dreams in mind imbued distanced sense of loss that moment, but will also forget after a busy day after day complain. Because competition is so strong today, a secure job are not able to obtain all of the. Of course, I envy those who still dream of working with people, but I also know that my heart is growing strong, has accumulated a kind of power, because it is a dream to get power.

to school, always felt that there is no burden, but at the end of their internship time, having left more and more of the strong emotions,UGG boots cheap, but can not tell, that is, at that time know, the day after that he may not play the role of teachers, teachers are likely to improve conditions at any time to recruit, and education, is an insurmountable gap between themselves for the time being, not a piece of brick may not even apply for opportunities. And think about later than their graduate mentees, where is their future? In the face of those who have shown real panic and confusion, such confusion is who threw the them?

along the way, the more the pain of growing up may be only the more alone time in the dead of night, put down the distinctive camouflage recklessly tears. Not you, not him, is that we all have been so confused and lost, that moment, we do not have fragile like a child growing up.

is, really is a sudden, we know that the future of Tanzania and bumpy. Remember that I once read about this passage: We are not a child of God. Heart is definitely not because of injuries to pursue their dreams. School and proud of the way of the loss, clarity and confusion, the most important is that you have, what kind of mood. Efforts have failed, there will be time lost courage, but must work, and are working, we need a strong need to silence the will need. Everything is just the process, success and happiness is the end.

because the young, and I do not think what is not, and less complaining,UGG boots clearanc, more understanding of where you live there may also be this or that place that makes you feel unhappy. Campus, those strict rules, which do not seem so easy to discipline your requirements, in fact, will quietly wait until after departure from the memory. Because, in a particular age and environment, from their parents in school life, personal control you, is really a number of dry years in retrospect feel that happy feeling. But you are because this is under control, the invisible and gain a better habits, the habit will be able to spread around in your life, and you go after work.

I write these scattered words, just want to walk this section, even if it is confused and failures do not give up the pursuit of the dream, we are not children of God, we can very common, very ordinary, but it must be hard. Even if the experience of repeated failures and tests, all must not give up the pursuit of dreams. Life is actually a steady stream of the river, we do not know where the undercurrent, where there rapids, and our lives are to be came by. Therefore, we only think of a way to calm, to find a way out, we have to take a little wisdom.

2010.9.14